Sunday, March 31, 2013

Christ is Risen




Christ is Risen by Matt Maher

Let no one caught in sin remain*
Inside the lie of inward shame
We fix our eyes upon the cross
And run to him who showed great love
And bled for us
Freely you bled, for us

Christ is risen from the dead
Trampling over death by death
Come awake, come awake!
Come and rise up from the grave!

Christ is risen from the dead
We are one with him again
Come awake, come awake!
Come and rise up from the grave!

Beneath the weight of all our sin
You bow to none but heavens will
No scheme of hell, no scoffer's crown
No burden great can hold you down

In strength you reign
Forever let your church proclaim

Christ is risen from the dead
Trampling over death by death
Come awake, come awake!
Come and rise up from the grave

Christ is risen from the dead
We are one with him again
Come awake, come awake!
Come and rise up from the grave

Oh death! Where is your sting?
Oh hell! Where is your victory?

Oh Church! Come stand in the light!
The glory of God has defeated the night!

Oh death! Where is your sting?
Oh hell! Where is your victory?
Oh Church! Come stand in the light!
Our God is not dead, he's alive! he's alive!

Christ is risen from the dead
Trampling over death by death
Come awake, come awake!
Come and rise up from the grave
Christ is risen from the dead
We are one with him again
Come awake, come awake!
Come and rise up from the grave

Rise up from the grave...


He is Risen!  He is Risen Indeed!

Sunday, March 3, 2013

it does exist

Just in case people don't want to believe it, spiritual warfare does exist and we are all susceptible to be attacked.

Our small group (community group, fellowship group, whatever you want to call it) is doing Jennifer Kennedy Dean's Living a Praying Life study.  We met Friday night.  It was a great study. 

Our dynamics of our small group have changed over these past two years.  Long story but when we moved to where we are currently living, one of the things that helped it be "bearable" was our church and our getting involved with a small group.  I'm not one to usually get involved in something like this but within weeks of starting to attend the church, I knew I wanted to connect with a small group and we signed up for one.

I'm sure it was God's nudging for me to do so.

The leaders of the group were wonderful, made us feel welcomed, we had a great time with getting together, discussing various Bible studies, having potlucks, etc.

One of the leaders of the group (a married couple) got cancer this past summer and required extensive surgery and now is on a 7 month course of chemotherapy.  We didn't meet for several months while she was recovering from surgery and starting her chemotherapy.  We only recently started meeting again this past month.

We decided to do the Living a Praying Life on my suggestion based on me hearing about it on another person's blog and getting the study myself, doing it on my own and just absolutely learning so much from it.

Because of the energy it takes to go through chemotherapy and the family dynamics involved with it all, the leaders of the group knew they couldn't lead this particular study. I asked hubby, who is an excellent leader, he led a study through Romans in the summer and it was highly received, if he would lead the study but I would do all the prep work. Get the questions ready, copy things that needed to be copied etc.  He agreed.

I enjoyed putting together questions under the direction of God. I know he was leading me for what to discuss.

Like I said before, Friday night's study was great.

Friday we get home from group and things fell apart.  My computer had to have some maintenance and I couldn't get on it for the night. I love my computer time and I felt "cheated". I got into a terrible mood that lasted all that night into the next morning.  By the grace of God, hubby was pretty tolerant of my childish behavior.

I wanted to pick a fight and though I really tried to restrain my words, they were still itching to get out.  I was bringing up things that still bothered me from a few years back and wanted to "duke it out" with hubby.  Thankfully he showed a lot of restraint. 

Finally this afternoon at the grocery story after I was just ranting about this and that, I stopped and said "do you know what this means". Hubby said "what?".  I said "we had a great study last night.......someone wasn't happy about it".  I was under attack.  I gave into the attack, sadly I did.... I hope next time I won't give in (sadly I'm sure I will).

But it has happened so many times in the past. A great time of fellowship with God, a great lesson, a great message, a great quiet time. And then attack like this.

Elijah experienced the same thing.  He at one time challenged the prophets of Baal to a "duel" their gods against his God. He set up where there would be a sacrifice. Whosever god/God consumed the sacrifice would be the true God.

In a mere few words, Elijah says:

1 Kings 18:36-39, he says And it came to pass, at the time of the offering of the evening sacrifice, that Elijah the prophet came near and said, "LORD God of Abraham, Isaac, and Israel, let it be known this day that You are God in Israel and I am Your servant, and that I have done all these things at Your word. Hear me, O LORD, hear me, that this people may know that You are the LORD God, and that You have turned their hearts back to You again." Then the fire of the LORD fell and consumed the burnt sacrifice, and the wood and the stones and the dust, and it licked up the water that was in the trench. Now when all the people saw it, they fell on their faces; and they said, "The LORD, He is God! The LORD, He is God!"

The other prophets of Baal had shouted all day for their "gods" to consume the sacrifice and nothing had happened.

Elijah was victorious.  Yet a few days later he trembled when he heard this: 

1 Kings 19:1-5.  Now Ahab told Jezebel everything Elijah had done and how he had killed all the prophets with the sword. 2 So Jezebel sent a messenger to Elijah to say, “May the gods deal with me, be it ever so severely, if by this time tomorrow I do not make your life like that of one of them.”
3 Elijah was afraid and ran for his life. When he came to Beersheba in Judah, he left his servant there, 4 sat down under it and prayed that he might die. “I have had enough, Lord,” he said. “Take my life; I am no better than my ancestors.” 5 Then he lay down under the bush and fell asleep.

Elijah had this incredible experience that God sent down fire from heaven, yet a few days later he was terrified and worried about his life.

I've learned spiritual highs are followed by spiritual lows. 

There's a battle out there we are living.

But take heart, the battle ALWAYS belongs to the Lord.

and he always wins........

read Revelation.........

we know the end of the story.......

thank you Lord that you are and have always been victorious

help me to just be a bit more sensitive in the future when I am under attack to realize it and to pray to you and to remember you are fighting EVERY single one of my battles.